ATM, Life is absolutely fantastic. I'm gearing up for my favourite season of all this year... SUMMER. The one time of the year where I am fully in my element (and the reason why my profile has been updated here to reflect my great mood). Already enjoying jogs alongside the waves with mates, BBQ's until the small hours and beach parties until tipsy. That's what life is all about, good friends and good company.

Recently started seeing a certain person, that really likes me for me . It's all good, nothing like a bit of summer love! I will try to keep this place more updated, I promise, (It's only taken me two years to actually get subscribed, but it's worth it) especially now that it's summertime (cue Mungo Jerry, anyone?) Please feel free to have a browse around the gallery (there might be something you like in there somewhere!) Alternatively/Additionally pull up a chair in the summer shack and share a cold bevvy with me. To my mates that visit here, thanks for ALL your great and wonderful support recently, I can't tell you how special you all are to me. You're amazing.

To Nathan, DO NOT come here any more, especially if it's going enable you to bitch about my work or my character elsewhere(emotive portraits, lady by the lake, Other public websites). What is the point? I'm hurt, you're hurt. Let's just not make it any more painful, yeah? As for "true artist", how and when have I ever described myself as such? I just upload things that I've done that interest me, if people like it, it's all good, if they don't too bad.

I'm not pretentious in the slightest and you know that, when we were speaking. If you think my stuff is "cliche", fine that's your opinion (albeit hypocritical since you commented positively) and you're of course entitled to it, but you categorically don't have the right to slander me or my work elsewhere, not after the disgusting way you treated me. Do you understand that?

You know, if you want to keep trying to punish someone who cared alot about you, in order to ease your confusion/denial or whatever it is that fuels your split personality that devastated my life for 2 months (not that you could give a shit), keep at it. See how good it makes you feel in the long run. I'm not sorry I liked the part of you, you hate. I never will. So, just go away and don't bother me again. If you think your justifications and explanations about how you've acted and how you treat others can be made alright and forgivable/understandable by "I was a bitch" or "The only thing I ever want.." is normal behaviour, you need to REALLY question your humanity, soul and conscience. I wish I had never ever, met you. It is all about control with you, but you can't control people's feelings as expertly as you repress yours. WAKE UP, learn some empathy.

Nothing directed at you anymore, nothing at me. Don't come looking for me anymore if it means you being horrible. I'm sorry for how things turned out, I truly am, I just wanted to be with you, but that's all I'm sorry for.

For the record you came here first, THEN I saw what you wrote. Goodbye Nate.

In other news: 2009 CMSU Reunion is on!! Kara, Cory, Kristen, Stephan.. who ever, I have to crash at yours. Is Stephan in California yet? (for some reason I find that similie REALLY cute).

London July Weekend: I cannot wait to finally meet up with you Micheal, it's going to be bodacious. Most Bodacious. Pip, of course. Seb the Essexy Boy and whoever else decides to come.

Theatre, Dramas, Comedies, Forum Theatre, Street Theatre, Sigur Ros, Avante Garde, Rock, 80's Music, Indie, Architecture and Design, Art Deco (I love), Summer, Autumn, Christmas, BBQ's, Beach Parties, Sunsets and rises, Romanticism, Stargazing, Cloudguessing on the grass in the summer, laughing, beach bonfires, love, kisses, cuddles and hugs, rugby, baseball, surfing, windsurfing, painting, sketching, 3D modelling, filming and recording (NOT editing), being in love and feeling it, cheeky smiles, giving compliments, jogging, cycling.

Universal Education, Empower the United Nations, Reform the United Nations, European Union: Toward a Superstate, British Direct Democracy Association, Free Zimbabwe, Against Racism, Against Homophobia. British Humanist Association.